Every day is starting to feel the exact same to me, I wake up at a relatively consistent time of 11am, make myself presentable for my parents and go downstairs. Breakfast eaten and chores completed, I trudge to work. I feel so monotonous and nothing seems to interest me for long. Any bright new event is simply marred by the fact that by tomorrow I'll be reliving the same automatic routine again & again.
I don't feel upset or even the least bit angry at how my life is going, at the moment I'm just glad I haven't got the depressed tones I hear from my friends of being bored as they have nothing to do, I have a job which can be mildly amusing & enough chores to keep me on my feet. I wouldn't dare to tempt fate by saying I have nothing to fill my time with-it would be lying anyways since my mum always conjures housework from empty atoms. Clothes always need ironing or washing, the rooms never cease to be in dire need of a vacuum and bathrooms can never be scrubbed enough. I am content, I repeat it to instill its truth within me.
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6 raindrops:
Boredom and monotony has never affected me and I'm truly grateful for that since I'm living a very slow and uneventful life, but sometimes I wonder what it is like and how it would feel to experience it. In other words, I read your post with curiosity and a tiny bit of envy. =)
hmm could i have that numbness?
I don't mind routine. Routine prevents accidents and keeps one going. It can be boring and monotonous, but without it, life's far worse.
I agree with 'thenumerator'.
"my mum always conjures housework from empty atoms. Clothes always need ironing or washing, the rooms never cease to be in dire need of a vacuum and bathrooms can never be scrubbed enough"
That's SO my mother, may Allah bless her. I am if anything, amazed at how much there's always left to clean.
I haven't seen my daily life as boring, 'cause something always happens subhanAllah. Whenever I do start having a routine, something is shaken, beit months later or hours later.
Though I gotta admit, if my life was only the same all the way, I wouldn't like it. Maybe 'cause I'm used to always experiencing something new, I can't really know, but still..
Maybe you need a new challenge in your life? I always find that I slip into that numbing complacency when I have nothing to look forward to. Maybe you need to break up your routine and try something completely different. Could make things interesting ;-)
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