cake

Lately, I've been scouring the interwebz for pretty pictures of cakes, I don't really know why since last weekend me& my sister attempted to make rainbow cupcakes& only after eating one- I felt sick, but I suppose they're just pretty to look at.

We made the rainbow one following instructions off a video from youtube but our blue was too light & the other colours looked hideous so we ended up with pink& white cupcakes- they were super cute& yummy so that made up for the lack of rainbow in our cakes.

rights wronged

Broken shards

Uneasy hearts

Flickering lights

Loud fights

Silence prolonged

Rights wronged

Bruising pain

Again & again

life story

blues

I don't really know why I'm bothering to blog, I have so many little niggling worries jumbled up in my brain, I suppose just writing them out will calm me down& realise I can deal with them once I have definitely figured out what they are EXACTLY.

Had guests round, the type where mum wakes up at a ridiculous hour in the morning to marinate the chicken& prepare 58473 dishes.

Went to uni &realised that I have a 2000 word essay plan to hand in this Wednesday which will be unmarked& totally uncalled for- why oh why do they insist on such assignments if they're only going to end up being binned once theyre written?!!

Froze my butt off walking to& fro uni& work in this freezing cold >.<

I have another 14,000 words to write until the 7th of December

My mobile fone refuses to work, I can't get it to switch on& I need to ring to cancel my sewing lesson tomorrow

I have to ring my work experience people at 10am& I have no mobile as of now & I probably won't even be near a fone seeing as I'm planning to hibernate at Uni for my assignments

My student finance form is still not sent off& so no money :(

Arghhhhhhh.



Good news is in a month I'll be outta gloomy England.
it's just a matter of making it alive til then.

true/false

I am a cuddler: false

I am a morning person: false.

I am a perfectionist: false to a certain extent

I am an only child: false

I am Catholic: false

I am currently in my PJs: false

I am currently pregnant: false

I am currently single: true

I am currently suffering from a broken heart: i'm always pining over something or the other

I am left handed: true

I am married: false

I am addicted to myspace: false

I'm shy around the opposite sex: more false than true

I currently regret something I have done: true

When I get mad I curse: false, i curse when i shouldn't

I don't like anyone: falso

I enjoy country music: false

I enjoy Jazz: false

I have a car: false- but i wish i did

I have a cell phone: true

I have a pet: false

I have at least one brother or sister: true

I have been to another country: true

I have been told that I'm smart: true

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: true

I have had a broken bone: false

I have caller ID on my phone: true

I have changed a lot over the past year: i think so- true

I have had surgery: true

I have killed another person: false

I have had my hair cut within the last week: false

I have had the cops called on me: false

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't: true

I have mood swings: only when it's my time of the month

I have watched Sex and the City: false

I have seen the Lord of the Rings: true

I like Shakespeare: to a certain extent

I love to cook: true &only when it's only me in the kitchen

I love Michael Jackson: false

I love sleeping: true

I love to shop: true

I miss someone right now: true

I own & use a library card: true

I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream: false

I read books for pleasure in my spare time: true

I sleep a lot during the day: true

I strongly dislike math: false

I think Britney Spears is pretty: i have no opinion regarding her

I was born in a country other than the US: true

I watch Soap Operas on a regular basis: false

I will try almost anything once: true

I would classify myself as ghetto: false

I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White: dopey/happy/sleepy/sneezy/grumpy--um.false?

I am currently wearing socks: false, i hate socks!

I am tired: a little

I watched a movie last night: true

eternal sunshine

[Mary reads to Dr. Mierzwiak out of "Bartlett's Familiar Quotations"; the lines are from Alexander Pope's poem "Eloisa to Abelard"]

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!

The world forgetting, by the world forgot

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.

/Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind